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Finding Your Path

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One idea I had for a blog post might have been titled “Knowing the Path vs. Walking the Path.”  The gist of the article would have been about the fact that “knowing” or intellectually “understanding” something about trading is entirely different than doing it while trading.  Welcome to the human race.  Especially for the more intellectual or cerebral of us, there’s a world of difference with which we must come to terms when we enter the trading arena between knowing what’s right and acting right.

This post focuses on the prequel to the knowing-vs.-walking episode, which is finding your path.  If trading is life, and if life isn’t one-size-fits-all, then neither is good, consistent trading.  That’s at once wonderful and challenging.  After being at this for a number of years, I finally came to the realization that for the better or worse, I am someone who simply wasn’t going to be able to take someone else’s system and execute it on my own with consistency or confidence.  (I’m comforted somewhat by the fact that in recent months and years, it’s become mainstream among the online pro-trader arena that this is true for all (or at least the vast majority) of us.  On the other hand, I don’t really trust much once it becomes mainstream among any quantifiable group.  But, I digress.)

As it turns out, I am a pretty needy trader.  For me to execute a set of trading rules with consistency and confidence, I need to:

  1. As the Market Profile guys say (paraphrasing), understand what the market is trying to do and have a method of evaluating how good a job it is doing at getting it done.
  2. Understand whether the odds & probababilities are in my favor for a move of a certain magnitude in one direction before a move of a certain magnitude of another direction (trend identification is a big part of this).  This defines the degree to which I’ll give a new trade room before it makes an effort to work for me. (If I’m trying to catch a falling knife, I’m not going to give it “room” once I get in.  I want to know I’m right pretty quickly and with pretty tight risk, otherwise the knife’s going to go right through my hand.)
  3. Know what the most relevant levels are above and below me where there are strong odds of responsive action that must be evaluated when price arrives at that level.
  4. Understand what I need to see in once I get to an area of interest in order to execute a trade where I know that the expectancy is favorable and that my risk:reward parameters are clear and defined.
  5. Understand when unfolding market action after the initial entry suggests sitting tight vs. exiting the trade early because the odds are no longer in my favor.

If many or all of these things don’t matter to you, then by all means, I wish you the best of luck buying someone else’s setups or red/green system.  I’m envious of your ability to be able to separate yourself that much from your execution… and I hope the system you buy into is everything it claims to be.

Here’s the dilemma I faced.  I needed to come to these conclusions by myself and understand them in a way that really made sense to me.  In pursuing that path, I deprived myself of the ability to seek guidance from someone who has mastered the game and from whose style I could learn.  I have been fortunate enough to stumble upon bits and pieces from various sources that helped me eventually come to me own view and understanding of how I can trade the market in a consistent manner, but it was a long, truly painful, and emotionally wretching process that took years.  I cannot and would not want to imagine living through a more difficult trial by myself than I endured in my pursuit of consistent trading.  As much as I loved and still love the challenge, the game, and endless opportunity for growth and self-mastery, there were so many crushing defeats along the way, it’s truly a wonder and a marvel that I didn’t give up.

Every trader must identify his path in order that he or she may then engage in the effort of walking it.  It’s not a simple or even a sequential process.   You will identify a path, try to walk it, and realize you need to go back tweak the path.  Then you start the walking process over again on the revised path.  You may go through hundreds of iterations that you can’t avoid because you can’t know what’s limiting about the current path until you try to walk it and experience the limitation in real time, often more than once.  The end result for those who survive is a complete, clear, and tradeable set of rules you believe in and that work.  But this is a really, REALLY hard thing to get to on your own.

If I could boil this all down to one piece of advice that I, myself, wish I could go back in time and give to myself back when I started this journey , it would be this:  don’t try to figure this out on your own — no matter how many books, videos, courses, or tweeting blogging gurus you follow for free or as part of a paid service.  Find someone who will teach you and work with you, one on one, for an extended period of time.  A true mentor.  Perhaps I will cover in a future post what criteria this mentor should have, but in a nutshell, he or she should be a real trader (duh), should be expending real time and energy focused on only you when supporting you, should be in it for the long haul (months-to-years)and should be able to articulate where you are in your trading path better than you can for yourself.  If these four criteria are met, you should consider paying what may sound like an exorbitant amount of money as early in your journey as possible.  Avoid as many cycles of bad ideas, habits, and scars from too many painful and ineffective efforts as you can.  There is one caveat, unfortunately, and that’s that I don’t know if the uniqueness of every individual makes most mentor/student matches incompatible.  That said, if you dedicate a full year to finding someone who as a person and as a trader is a good match, and you then wind up paying the person tens of thousands of dollars over a 1-3 year period, you’ve probably spent your time and money about 1000% more efficiently and effectively than almost all of the rest of us do.

So go.  Go west, young man (or woman).  Go forth, and prosper.  Find your path.

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November 17, 2011 at 3:13 pm

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Imperfection Happens

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The best thing about my trading today was that I realized early that — for the most part — I didn’t understand how the market was behaving, and so — for the most part — I didn’t execute trades.

As a price action and structure-based  trader, I need to have a very clear read on what the market context is as well as what it’s doing right now.  When I can’t make sense of those two things in the context of one another, I have very little edge.  As much as what I want is to hear the market speak clearly to me, sometimes I just can’t hear it, and at those times, it’s critical not to trade.  That’s all well and good in hindsight, but how does one deal with that in real time?  I mean I AM HERE TO TRADE, RIGHT?!  I need to make my daily goal!  I need to prove to myself I am a great market reader and trader!

These are exactly the thoughts and feelings a trader must be prepared to experience.  These are the thoughts and feelings for which a trader must have a plan for circumventing.  The best thing we can do is never get to that state in the first place.  There are tons of efforts and practice and market preparation and personal self-improvement exercises we can do to continually minimize the frequency and intensity with which we come to these moments.  But, alas.  We are human.  We are not perfect.  And no matter how good we ever might get, that will never change.

So how does one de-energize the emotions and feelings and thoughts and beliefs and frustration and boredom and disappointment that we encounter when we’re not getting the sweet trade opportunities we want?   Unfortunately, that’s a very personal thing.  The first step, however, is having a system that enables you to acknowledge that you don’t get it.  That it doesn’t make sense.  And for as long as that’s the case, there is no edge here, and there is no trade.  What you do next — going for a jog, catching up on your backlog of Modern Family, or kicking back from your trading desk and taking another stab at your top-down analysis of where the market is in a fresh attempt to attain a greater level of clarity — it doesn’t matter.  Just be cool with it, and remember that no matter how you feel or how the market looks now, eventually the market will return to a condition that makes more sense to you.  And you will return to a mental state where you’re capable of making sense of it.  You have to really know and truly believe that.  It’s the fully knowing and the fully believing of that that will enable you to step back now with minimal frustration, disappointment, or stress.

One more thing — when you come back and review the chart at the end of the day, be prepared for the fact that you”ll almost certainly experience an “Are you serious?  How on Earth did I not see that?” moment.  That’s ok, too.  Being a trader isn’t about being on your game all the time.  But it most certainly is about — among other things — keeping your cool and not forcing trades when you know you’re not on your game.

Enjoy being an imperfect human.  You’ll be one for the rest of your life!

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October 25, 2011 at 11:38 pm

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Greetings!

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Greetings Blogosphere,

Thank you for your interest and for taking the time to stumble across my blog.

I’ve decided to launch this blog for a few reasons:

  • The path that an aspiring home-based intraday trader must walk toward success can be a very tough and lonely path, indeed.  In my experience, chat rooms just don’t cut it once you realize what you really have to do to become part of the successful very small minority.  I’m hoping to find other like-minded traders whom I can help and who can help me.
  • I hope to use this blog as a place to help keep me focused on the things that I need to be doing right now to achieve what I really want and need, and differentiating those things with all of the other thoughts and things that come and go through my mind everyday, trying to trick me into thinking that I want other things.
  • I hope to have the courage to share my many challenges and setbacks along the way — most notably when I fail to keep to my own rules, which I do truly believe is the only possible thing that can stop me from achieving the success I seek.  No promises on this one.  I do promise never to lie to you, but I’m only human too, and I don’t promise to share every one of my deepest, darkest failures… especially if I’m at a point where they’re overwhelming my successes.
  • I look forward to sharing lots of thoughts about how the market is just an allegory for life and the human experience, as well as my excitement about how what we should all be trying to do as traders is to use the opportunity to design the life we really want to live.

As an aspiring trader for many years, I believe the beginning of the process that will finally push me over the hump to consistent profitability and success was the idea of identifying “my why,” and using that to drive my behavior and remind me throughout the day what I do and don’t want out of life.  Having taken the significant step and risk in quitting my job and attempting to support myself and family solely by intraday trading the futures markets — before achieving any consistent or demonstratable success — I had damn well better be striving to create a better life than my old, safer(?) one, and not just a different set of roadblocks and illusions that perform the same function of keeping me from experiencing more of what life has to offer.

Corbett Barr wrote a nice article that succinctly summarizes what Lifestyle Design is all about, for anyone new to the idea.  Let’s face it:  if this isn’t why we’re doing this, then what the heck are we doing it for?  There are about a billion easier ways to make a living in this world.

Very excited to get the blog rolling in time.   Thanks for stopping by, and feel free to catch me on Twitter at @TraderBiegs.

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May 2, 2011 at 5:56 pm

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